[ Case in point, going to speak with Ithaqua didn't matter; they already worked things out. That's future knowledge, though. ]

I... yeah, I know that, I guess. It's just hard to see those reactions and not blame myself. It's always been like that for me.

[ Everything is his fault, always. Fun times. ]

And I know it'll be like that again once I go home. I should learn to enjoy how it is here while I can, huh?