He should tell Mika that if he ever changes his mind, he can leave. (No.) That if it’s too much, he doesn’t have to force himself to love Ginger. (He can’t.) That if he wants to stop, Ginger understands. (Don’t. Please, stay mine.) ]
No one has offered so much before. I believe you, but it feels too good to be true all the same.
Because - [ Hope lodges itself painfully in his throat. ] - it sounds like you want to be mine as much as I want to be yours.
[ Impossible, right? No one would want that knowing the desperate, all-consuming parts of Ginger - and the sexual appetite that struggles to sate itself. Looking at him and seeing an angel, but all he can be is a demon, so he will always disappoint. No one wanted him before knowing, so why does Mika keep offering when he knows nearly everything? He gives so much - too much. Ginger knows he’s holding on too tight, but Mika holds him back - and his hand feels like forgiveness when Ginger hasn’t apologized yet.
The affection - that’s family is his understanding. But the rest… The kissing, the thoughts… Is that family, too? ]
… Can I?
[ Will you?
The sun never rises this hopeful for Ginger and he hasn’t done anything or changed in any great way to deserve this. Is it fair if Ginger accepts the miracle that is Mika’s love, all for him - all his? ]
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He should tell Mika that if he ever changes his mind, he can leave. (No.) That if it’s too much, he doesn’t have to force himself to love Ginger. (He can’t.) That if he wants to stop, Ginger understands. (Don’t. Please, stay mine.) ]
No one has offered so much before. I believe you, but it feels too good to be true all the same.
Because - [ Hope lodges itself painfully
in his throat. ] - it sounds like you want to be mine as much as I want to be yours.
[ Impossible, right? No one would want that knowing the desperate, all-consuming parts of Ginger - and the sexual appetite that struggles to sate itself. Looking at him and seeing an angel, but all he can be is a demon, so he will always disappoint. No one wanted him before knowing, so why does Mika keep offering when he knows nearly everything? He gives so much - too much. Ginger knows he’s holding on too tight, but Mika holds him back - and his hand feels like forgiveness when Ginger hasn’t apologized yet.
The affection - that’s family is his understanding. But the rest… The kissing, the thoughts… Is that family, too? ]
… Can I?
[ Will you?
The sun never rises this hopeful for Ginger and he hasn’t done anything or changed in any great way to deserve this. Is it fair if Ginger accepts the miracle that is Mika’s love, all for him - all his? ]