( Yeah, there; yeah, there, too. He thumbs Ginger's skin gently as his lips work their way down, affirming.
There are so, so many people deserving of love - so many people who need it. Mika knows he doesn't deserve this; doesn't deserve - someone calling him their love, with all the affection so heavy in their chest he near mistakes their heart's beat for his own. But he takes this anyway, and this is the amount of selfishness - his childish desire - he'll allow himself.
Because he likes Ginger that much. Because these feelings are enthralling and new. Because Ginger would call him his love, when surely no one else would dare - when Ginger is his...
He exhales soft, breath warm, as Ginger's teeth scrape his skin. But he thinks he... doesn't dislike it. )
... Yeah. I— maybe. I think so.
( There's an expectant spark in his affectionate gaze, even as he funbles through all this. This is so new to him, and he's self-conscious, but he's... excited? Like a teen locked in a closet for seven minutes in heaven for the first time, even if this is nowhere near as much.
He's unsure, yes, but he kind of wants to find out. )
... But if you spend too long on it... I won't get to...
( His voice drops to a mumble, the ending sounding like "kiss you too," )
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There are so, so many people deserving of love - so many people who need it. Mika knows he doesn't deserve this; doesn't deserve - someone calling him their love, with all the affection so heavy in their chest he near mistakes their heart's beat for his own. But he takes this anyway, and this is the amount of selfishness - his childish desire - he'll allow himself.
Because he likes Ginger that much. Because these feelings are enthralling and new. Because Ginger would call him his love, when surely no one else would dare - when Ginger is his...
He exhales soft, breath warm, as Ginger's teeth scrape his skin. But he thinks he... doesn't dislike it. )
... Yeah. I— maybe. I think so.
( There's an expectant spark in his affectionate gaze, even as he funbles through all this. This is so new to him, and he's self-conscious, but he's... excited? Like a teen locked in a closet for seven minutes in heaven for the first time, even if this is nowhere near as much.
He's unsure, yes, but he kind of wants to find out. )
... But if you spend too long on it... I won't get to...
( His voice drops to a mumble, the ending sounding like "kiss you too," )