[ He takes a seat when tugged and immediately draws Mika in with one arm. He never wants to be far from Mika, so he holds love close. If Mika wants to melt, then only melt here, into him, so they'll be indistinguishable from each other.
And - any other time and he would grit his teeth at the reminder of Khun (Bastard). Now, however, he hears the name and lets it fade just as fast. What's important is... everything else. And everything else is... a whole lot of mixed feelings. He doesn't know how to feel about Mika learning his feelings through something like that - something they haven't figured out yet. It's a shade too close to what he'd done to Rum. Different enough because Mika's allowed to open Ginger up however he wants. It's still... against... Mika's will, isn't it?
... Uneasy, maybe that's the right word for how he feels.
Would Mika have preferred to learn about his feelings over time through doubt and trust? Or is it better this way? Were the fears locked within himself too much? Did this help? ]
Ahh... if it's a lot, then probably. You know the feel of me best, I think.
[ Hand over Mika's heart, he knows it's safe there. That's where Mika holds all the things Ginger has entrusted him with. He could press his ear to that spot and hear all the secrets he's told Mika - and maybe, he hopes, hear it whisper love back. ]
... Are you alright with this?
[ For whatever reason, Mika doesn't seem worried. Should he leave it alone for now? ]
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And - any other time and he would grit his teeth at the reminder of Khun (Bastard). Now, however, he hears the name and lets it fade just as fast. What's important is... everything else. And everything else is... a whole lot of mixed feelings. He doesn't know how to feel about Mika learning his feelings through something like that - something they haven't figured out yet. It's a shade too close to what he'd done to Rum. Different enough because Mika's allowed to open Ginger up however he wants. It's still... against... Mika's will, isn't it?
... Uneasy, maybe that's the right word for how he feels.
Would Mika have preferred to learn about his feelings over time through doubt and trust? Or is it better this way? Were the fears locked within himself too much? Did this help? ]
Ahh... if it's a lot, then probably. You know the feel of me best, I think.
[ Hand over Mika's heart, he knows it's safe there. That's where Mika holds all the things Ginger has entrusted him with. He could press his ear to that spot and hear all the secrets he's told Mika - and maybe, he hopes, hear it whisper love back. ]
... Are you alright with this?
[ For whatever reason, Mika doesn't seem worried. Should he leave it alone for now? ]