I'm not sure I'd call them a vampire. They didn't look anything like you are now.
But they did feel very much like a demon. They watched you and asked what you desired, and as soon as you gave in, they moved you like a puppet.
[He keeps his words calm and careful. But his eyes show pain, a sight of so many young dead and the panic of one who only wanted them to live being riddled with so much guilt, wanting only the one he felt close to to be happy and safe, and for the depths to snap that desire up into their mouths and swallow it whole, regardless of what happened to Mika.]
( Mika... grimaces at that description. That does sound like a demon, but... )
... I don't. I remember a monster, but...
( He shakes his head, exhaling sharp - he just. rubs his face. Was that a demon? And if it was - why? )
... A vampire doesn't have enough desire to feed a demon. So they don't... usually bother with us. ( He doesn't know all the details, but he knows the basics, considering vampires and demons are intertwined. ) ... I don't know why one would visit me. Especially not... That dream—... It's what I saw when I died. Just before I came here. I just... figured the monster was me.
( Mika is such an easy target, in this way. He can logic out the chance of a visitor and guilt himself into taking on responsibility for the rest. )
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... Someone taking advantage...? Ferid...?
( He... doesn't think he remembers Ferid in his dream, but it is a dream - there's bound to be things he doesn't remember. )
... I just... remember the orphans. ( :') ) I don't remember any vampires.
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But they did feel very much like a demon. They watched you and asked what you desired, and as soon as you gave in, they moved you like a puppet.
[He keeps his words calm and careful. But his eyes show pain, a sight of so many young dead and the panic of one who only wanted them to live being riddled with so much guilt, wanting only the one he felt close to to be happy and safe, and for the depths to snap that desire up into their mouths and swallow it whole, regardless of what happened to Mika.]
I suppose you don't remember that either, though.
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... I don't. I remember a monster, but...
( He shakes his head, exhaling sharp - he just. rubs his face. Was that a demon? And if it was - why? )
... A vampire doesn't have enough desire to feed a demon. So they don't... usually bother with us. ( He doesn't know all the details, but he knows the basics, considering vampires and demons are intertwined. ) ... I don't know why one would visit me. Especially not... That dream—... It's what I saw when I died. Just before I came here. I just... figured the monster was me.
( Mika is such an easy target, in this way. He can logic out the chance of a visitor and guilt himself into taking on responsibility for the rest. )