[He nuzzles against his human again, moving to pull him even closer.]
I needed some time to figure out how I felt 'bout it, an' if I wanted to use that name again. But I'm glad you like it an' wanna use it for me! It means a lot, y'know.
[ So proud of you, Am. Anyway, Yamato walks with him to his bed, and he sits at the foot of it -- but if Am wants to lie down, Yamato will be happy to oblige.
[ And he's glad for it. He moves in to lean his head on Ametrine's shoulder. ]
It's pretty funny, how we got here, isn't it? And it all started because you just wanted to do something funny with me. Back then, I thought it was pretty silly, but...I'm grateful for it nonw.
[It's not like they need to say it, obviously they both know it. But still, hearing it - and with his new nickname attached - does something funny to him and makes him feel warm. He may be a little pink, it's fine.]
Heh, you don't gotta thank me for any of it. I only ever do what I wanna, y'know! But I feel the same way - so thanks to you too, Yama.
If you get to say that, then so do I. It's the same for me, too.
[ He's just doing what feels right. Funny, that. He used to overthink and act based on his thoughts instead of his intuition. With Ametrine, though, it's the opposite. He's just going with his gut, and it seems to be working out very well. ]
[Yet his mind provides and he can't help but think back to his conversation with Jing Yuan about what they'd do after all of this. From the sound of it, Yamato's world wouldn't exactly be the best place for a fight-happy vampire to go, but Yamato needs to go back to his friends and his career. It wouldn't be fair to expect him to give up on that, particularly when he made so much progress here figuring out his feelings and thoughts on it all.
Maybe there isn't a nice, neat way to wrap all this up, but they won't know that for sure until they've saved this world. There's no reason to be thinking about that right now, when they don't even know if they'll survive the final battle.
Ametrine nuzzles against Yamato again and wills those thoughts away.]
Just make sure to keep yourself safe for me, yeah? I don't wanna think 'bout what I'd do without you.
[ The thought of losing Ametrine is incomprehensible, but Yamato understands that it could be a reality, with there being much to do until they can even consider leaving this world in one piece. He's worried, more than he's letting on, and the thought of having to go home without Ametrine keeps him awake at night sometimes.
But, much like his boyfriend, he's choosing to ignore those thoughts for now. ]
I told you before, right? That I'd stop being reckless. I have even less of a reason to do that, now, thanks to you.
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[ His brow is furrowing because he's trying to come up with a nickname... Sorry, Ametrine... ]
Hmm. What do you think about 'Am'?
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I like it. Anything you chose is good, though! I'm really glad you like it, Yama.
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Alright, then. I'll call you that from now on. Thank you, for trusting me with this.
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[He nuzzles against his human again, moving to pull him even closer.]
I needed some time to figure out how I felt 'bout it, an' if I wanted to use that name again. But I'm glad you like it an' wanna use it for me! It means a lot, y'know.
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Of course I do. It's a nice name. It suits you.
[ He gestures towards the bed. ]
You wanna get more comfortable?
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...Yeah, I'd like that. C'mon, I wanna keep you all to myself.
[He actually resisted for once, be proud of him!!!]
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Either way, he's going to be incredibly cuddly. ]
How's this?
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Great. Bein' this close is always nice.
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[ Yamato's lips curve into a smile, and he tries to catch Ametrine off-guard by turning his head slightly to pull him into a soft kiss. Hehe. ]
You're really happy. It's cute.
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Yeah? Don't think "cute" is the sorta word most people'd use to describe me, but I'm glad you would!
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[ He's proud of that, too. Have you seen this silly evil man!!! ]
Oh, well. More for me.
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[Which of course Yamato probably knows, but Ametrine says it anyway, grinning.]
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[ And he's glad for it. He moves in to lean his head on Ametrine's shoulder. ]
It's pretty funny, how we got here, isn't it? And it all started because you just wanted to do something funny with me. Back then, I thought it was pretty silly, but...I'm grateful for it nonw.
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[He laughs and runs a hand through Yamato's hair.]
I couldn't've planned it better if I'd tried.
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[ But...it's cute, now. It's nice that Malice keeps "pestering" him. ]
It's like you knew something was gonna happen. Bother me more often.
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[It's said like a joke, but is it... is it really...]
I had no idea things'd turn out like this. I just thought you'd be fun to annoy, but ya turned out to be way more than just that!
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[ Who knew bothering Yamato would lead to getting a boyfriend... ]
Glad I decided to bother you back, too. You're stuck with me now.
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[Ametrine nuzzles against his human again, settling against him.]
Love ya.
[It's mumbled into Yamato's hair; the simple, sincere words are easy enough to get out when he isn't stressed, after all.]
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[ He says it easily, too, without shame or embarrassment this time. It's so easy to say it, now. ]
Thanks. ... For everything.
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Heh, you don't gotta thank me for any of it. I only ever do what I wanna, y'know! But I feel the same way - so thanks to you too, Yama.
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[ He's just doing what feels right. Funny, that. He used to overthink and act based on his thoughts instead of his intuition. With Ametrine, though, it's the opposite. He's just going with his gut, and it seems to be working out very well. ]
I don't know what I'd do without you.
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[Yet his mind provides and he can't help but think back to his conversation with Jing Yuan about what they'd do after all of this. From the sound of it, Yamato's world wouldn't exactly be the best place for a fight-happy vampire to go, but Yamato needs to go back to his friends and his career. It wouldn't be fair to expect him to give up on that, particularly when he made so much progress here figuring out his feelings and thoughts on it all.
Maybe there isn't a nice, neat way to wrap all this up, but they won't know that for sure until they've saved this world. There's no reason to be thinking about that right now, when they don't even know if they'll survive the final battle.
Ametrine nuzzles against Yamato again and wills those thoughts away.]
Just make sure to keep yourself safe for me, yeah? I don't wanna think 'bout what I'd do without you.
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But, much like his boyfriend, he's choosing to ignore those thoughts for now. ]
I told you before, right? That I'd stop being reckless. I have even less of a reason to do that, now, thanks to you.
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[It's still difficult to think about last time, and he'd prefer to avoid a repeat of that, thanks!!]
An' I know you'd feel the same way. So I'm tryin' to be more careful. I came back from our mission up north just fine!
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[ Even though he was carrying a very badly injured Solomon....... ]
Don't worry, though. We won't lose each other.
[ His gaze softens, and he reaches for Ametrine's hand to take it in his own. ]
I'll find my way back to you.
[ No matter what. ]
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