W-Well... [It's enough to make him stumble, just a little.] I knew not how thou wouldst respond had I offered more than mine ear.
[Whether or not Ithaqua wanted any pity, that is to say. But none of Urianger's is hollow. He feels deeply emotional about what his lover went through. The past cannot be changed, but at least he can support Ithaqua through whatever may come next.
Holding out his arms, he returns for that embrace. Their tea is probably stone cold and over-steeped at this point. Oh well.]
I should ask the same. 'Tis difficult to imagine that our paths would have never crossed, had it not been for the forces that brought us here.
You already gave me your heart. [And now, his shoulder, which Ithaqua nuzzles into. He's not even thinking about tea, anymore.] You clearly listened with that as well, and I cannot help but adore you more.
[He will have to make the most of their time together, for as long as they can.]
[Ah... He smiles and closes his eyes as he takes in the warmth of this embrace- of Ithaqua's love.]
That I did.
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And I adore thee.
[The L word dances upon the tip of his tongue. He knows he shouldn't rush it. But what if he never gets the opportunity to use it? The thought frightens him.
He'll hold strong. There will be an opportune moment for it. There must be.]
That's easily granted. [He delivers the kiss first, leaning in to give his lips a peck. If Urianger wants something more, he had better take it himself.]
[Then take it he shall, because a peck isn't going to cut it right now. At least, that's the conclusion that Urianger comes to once the moment has passed.
Before Ithaqua can pull back, Urianger loops an arm around to keep him in place. Though his palm is gently pressed against Ithaqua's back, there's a sense of urgency there.
Prithee, more.
He closes the distance to rejoin their lips, only this time he remains. He doesn't want to pull away, not until he needs to breathe.]
[With Urianger's insistent kisses, Ithaqua wonders if they'll be able to get to something today... or perhaps not. Ah, the waiting. There's just something about Urianger that has him imagining many, many things. Perhaps the arms. Or the face? He certainly has thought about that beard rubbing against sensitive parts before, and scraping him raw. But Urianger is shy! He has to keep reminding himself of that. He clearly has some idea of how he wants to court Ithaqua, and he must be patient.
He contents himself with this, kissing the man, licking into his mouth until he's in need of air. Even so, he doesn't pull away completely, breathing in whatever Urianger breathes out, just enjoying the closeness.
Eventually, this is not enough and he reaches for Urianger's hand, just to put it on his hair. He wants pets right now.]
[By the time they finally get to it, Urianger will be asking for so much forgiveness when he realizes how badly Ithaqua has been wanting him. But he's taking it slow for the time being, allowing himself to be more bold with each meeting.
Ithaqua's gesture is understood crystal clear. When Urianger goes in for another round of kissing, he runs his fingers through those wavy locks. It feels good. This all feels so good. So right. His racing heart urges him forward- to taste more of Ithaqua's tongue. To pull him closer. If he were to maneuver himself against the arm of the couch, would Ithaqua be amenable to lying against him? He must at least try.]
[It's almost a purr, the sound he makes when Urianger rubs his head. He doesn't solely because his lover is moving, and Ithaqua leans forward to chase his mouth, crawling right into his lap for it.
Seems to him that Urianger likes taking charge, likes setting the pace in more ways than one. Ithaqua completely amenable to that-- seeing a modest, shy man like Urianger attempt to pull him, the strongest of the Northern wizards, around is... There's something about it that ignites Ithaqua from within.
But he'll have to be patient... and perhaps practice on his own to prepare for the inevitable.]
[Urianger's just about as surprised at Ithaqua is in this scenario. He's usually not so assertive, but there's something about this that has him fired up. A lot of it is wanting to demonstrate his affections and make Ithaqua feel good, but there's a part of him that also really wants this enough to take it for himself.
With one arm firmly around Ithaqua, his other hand remains buried in Ithaqua's hair, stroking it gently while their kiss deepens. Ithaqua's body may run cold, but that isn't stopping Urianger's from heating up as he relishes in the weight of his lover against him.]
...I thank thee for indulging me.
[He murmurs against Ithaqua's lips when they take their next breath.]
Mm. [Ithaqua takes a moment to gather himself after losing majority of the air in his lungs like that-- not that he's complaining. Urianger's touch, especially his mouth, just lights him on fire and he loves it.] I shall indulge you any time, if you promise to always kiss me like that.
[He draws a finger down the line of Urianger's nose, coming to a rest on his lip.]
I'm your first lover, am I not? And yet you make me breathless every time... I enjoy it.
In lieu of a promise, I shall endeavor to bestow unto thee kisses with similar vigor.
[Would that he could promise, though. Alas, it's too risky. At least his intent to follow through is clearly there.
His lips curl into a soft smile under Ithaqua's touch.]
Full glad am I to hear it. Thou art indeed my first, but I have not entered these trysts blind to the possibilities of romantic engagements. 'Tis merely...my first time attempting them myself.
[Is this him admitting he's been taking notes from elsewhere? Yeah...yeah.]
Research, is it? [Ithaqua grins. Now he has to wonder what Urianger has been reading...
But there win't be any judgement here, only amusement. After all, Ithaqua has thought of doing the same. He doesn't want to be left behind, ao of course, he'll have to start as soon as possible.]
I shall have to work in order to not fall behind. Aah, look at you, miles ahead of me in terms of knowledge!
Ithaqua, thou hast already captivated me on multiple occasions. Thou wouldst likely not be in my lap this very moment, had you not.
[Urianger isn't gonna sit here and ignore all the times Ithaqua had huge game!!
Still...since Ithaqua is staying in Urianger's room tonight, he might be able to find the aforementioned reference materials lying around somewhere in a random pile of books.]
[Urianger returns that embrace in kind, running his open palms along Ithaqua's back. This is so very comfortable. He could remain like this all night.]
Thy confidence is an alluring trait, bolstered by thine ability to follow through with which thou dost set thine eyes on. [He talks the talk and walks the walk, basically.] Thou hast wielded it well.
[Ithaqua nestles his head on Urianger's chest, the way he did the previous night, and enjoyed so much that his enjoyment was cut short by sleep. Well, this time he can stay awake long enough to really soak in the warmth and attention.]
There is no reason for me not to be confident. I am a powerful, accomplished wizard, after all. Who can challenge me?
Of course, you could have said no, if you did not want me. It was a risk I was willing to take.
[Ithaqua may be able to Urianger's heartbeat while he's that close. It has since calmed after their little makeout session, now at a steady, content rhythm.]
Verily, thou art. And full glad am I to be in thy care.
[Urianger doesn't sugarcoat things, so he's being genuine there. This is just his cheeky little way of saying he's happy to be Ithaqua's.]
I know not if I would have found the courage to ask on mine own, thus I was grateful when thou didst ask.
[He'd clearly thought about it, because Ithaqua was able to get him to ask for a courtship. But who knows if he would've ever actually acted on his feelings without a little nudging?]
Did you imagine such a scenario? [Urianger's words imply that he did. Of course, Ithaqua wants to know more, because he wants to feel more validated.
It's pleasing enough that Urianger did respond positively to his coaxing, but he wants to know how far back Urianger had begun to think of him in that light.]
Did you imagine a future between us before the previous night?
[There's Ithaqua's confirmation. Urianger goes on to elaborate, bringing a hand up to affectionately stroke his lover's hair.]
In truth, I began to feel attracted to thee during that fateful rendezvous at the beach. Subsequent interactions with thee strengthened that attraction to such a degree that I began to imagine what we might be like in a courtship.
... Oh! [That far back? Surprising, how their feelings aligned with each other.] It was the same for me.
[Likely when Urianger admitted that Ithaqua was his mana area-- semantics are needed, of course, Urianger did say that his mana area was a gathering of his friends... But how can one not feel their heart skip a beat after hearing that?]
[An amused noise escapes him at that. They really did start falling for each other at the same time, huh? Who would have guessed that they'd have such an impact on one another?
He gently threads his fingers through a few of Ithaqua's locks as he continues.]
I began to consider what moments like this would be like. Having thee in mine arms, sharing a space with thee...life beyond our duty as the Sage's wizards. I went so far as to consider invoking divination for more possibilities.
[Urianger starts petting him again, and Ithaqua can't help but close his eyes and nuzzle into his hand like a cat. Urianger's affection just sparks this sort of spoiled reaction from him, and it's something he believes is beyond his control.
But he's not so distracted that he's not listening. On the contrary, he's doing his best to listen despite how good his lover's hand feels.]
Mm... I'm almost tempted to encourage you to do so... But would it not be better to let the untold future be and forge our own? [Make the most of what they have right here, right now.]
Not to say imagining an ideal future for us would be imprudent, however.
[At this point, imagining something good for the future is what's keeping Ithaqua going... But he has Urianger to tether himself to now. He might be the strongest anchor he has.]
[Ithaqua may consider it a spoiled reaction, but Urianger finds it incredibly endearing. Perhaps this is one of the many perks of having a not quite human partner.]
Verily, I do see it similarly. I wish to be surprised by wherever our future may lead us. 'Tis far more exciting that way.
[And...yeah, it'd be good to know about whatever bad things may be in store so they can prepare for them. But that in itself is a bad way to look at it, isn't it? Why worry when there is so much more excitement to be had instead?]
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[Whether or not Ithaqua wanted any pity, that is to say. But none of Urianger's is hollow. He feels deeply emotional about what his lover went through. The past cannot be changed, but at least he can support Ithaqua through whatever may come next.
Holding out his arms, he returns for that embrace. Their tea is probably stone cold and over-steeped at this point. Oh well.]
I should ask the same. 'Tis difficult to imagine that our paths would have never crossed, had it not been for the forces that brought us here.
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[He will have to make the most of their time together, for as long as they can.]
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That I did.
[...]
And I adore thee.
[The L word dances upon the tip of his tongue. He knows he shouldn't rush it. But what if he never gets the opportunity to use it? The thought frightens him.
He'll hold strong. There will be an opportune moment for it. There must be.]
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Was there anything else you needed or wanted to ask of me?
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I would ask thee for another kiss. And...to remain with me for the night.
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That's easily granted. [He delivers the kiss first, leaning in to give his lips a peck. If Urianger wants something more, he had better take it himself.]
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Before Ithaqua can pull back, Urianger loops an arm around to keep him in place. Though his palm is gently pressed against Ithaqua's back, there's a sense of urgency there.
Prithee, more.
He closes the distance to rejoin their lips, only this time he remains. He doesn't want to pull away, not until he needs to breathe.]
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He contents himself with this, kissing the man, licking into his mouth until he's in need of air. Even so, he doesn't pull away completely, breathing in whatever Urianger breathes out, just enjoying the closeness.
Eventually, this is not enough and he reaches for Urianger's hand, just to put it on his hair. He wants pets right now.]
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Ithaqua's gesture is understood crystal clear. When Urianger goes in for another round of kissing, he runs his fingers through those wavy locks. It feels good. This all feels so good. So right. His racing heart urges him forward- to taste more of Ithaqua's tongue. To pull him closer. If he were to maneuver himself against the arm of the couch, would Ithaqua be amenable to lying against him? He must at least try.]
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[It's almost a purr, the sound he makes when Urianger rubs his head. He doesn't solely because his lover is moving, and Ithaqua leans forward to chase his mouth, crawling right into his lap for it.
Seems to him that Urianger likes taking charge, likes setting the pace in more ways than one. Ithaqua completely amenable to that-- seeing a modest, shy man like Urianger attempt to pull him, the strongest of the Northern wizards, around is... There's something about it that ignites Ithaqua from within.
But he'll have to be patient... and perhaps practice on his own to prepare for the inevitable.]
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With one arm firmly around Ithaqua, his other hand remains buried in Ithaqua's hair, stroking it gently while their kiss deepens. Ithaqua's body may run cold, but that isn't stopping Urianger's from heating up as he relishes in the weight of his lover against him.]
...I thank thee for indulging me.
[He murmurs against Ithaqua's lips when they take their next breath.]
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[He draws a finger down the line of Urianger's nose, coming to a rest on his lip.]
I'm your first lover, am I not? And yet you make me breathless every time... I enjoy it.
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In lieu of a promise, I shall endeavor to bestow unto thee kisses with similar vigor.
[Would that he could promise, though. Alas, it's too risky. At least his intent to follow through is clearly there.
His lips curl into a soft smile under Ithaqua's touch.]
Full glad am I to hear it. Thou art indeed my first, but I have not entered these trysts blind to the possibilities of romantic engagements. 'Tis merely...my first time attempting them myself.
[Is this him admitting he's been taking notes from elsewhere? Yeah...yeah.]
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But there win't be any judgement here, only amusement. After all, Ithaqua has thought of doing the same. He doesn't want to be left behind, ao of course, he'll have to start as soon as possible.]
I shall have to work in order to not fall behind. Aah, look at you, miles ahead of me in terms of knowledge!
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[Urianger isn't gonna sit here and ignore all the times Ithaqua had huge game!!
Still...since Ithaqua is staying in Urianger's room tonight, he might be able to find the aforementioned reference materials lying around somewhere in a random pile of books.]
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I wanted you and took a chance.
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Thy confidence is an alluring trait, bolstered by thine ability to follow through with which thou dost set thine eyes on. [He talks the talk and walks the walk, basically.] Thou hast wielded it well.
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There is no reason for me not to be confident. I am a powerful, accomplished wizard, after all. Who can challenge me?
Of course, you could have said no, if you did not want me. It was a risk I was willing to take.
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Verily, thou art. And full glad am I to be in thy care.
[Urianger doesn't sugarcoat things, so he's being genuine there. This is just his cheeky little way of saying he's happy to be Ithaqua's.]
I know not if I would have found the courage to ask on mine own, thus I was grateful when thou didst ask.
[He'd clearly thought about it, because Ithaqua was able to get him to ask for a courtship. But who knows if he would've ever actually acted on his feelings without a little nudging?]
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It's pleasing enough that Urianger did respond positively to his coaxing, but he wants to know how far back Urianger had begun to think of him in that light.]
Did you imagine a future between us before the previous night?
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[There's Ithaqua's confirmation. Urianger goes on to elaborate, bringing a hand up to affectionately stroke his lover's hair.]
In truth, I began to feel attracted to thee during that fateful rendezvous at the beach. Subsequent interactions with thee strengthened that attraction to such a degree that I began to imagine what we might be like in a courtship.
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[Likely when Urianger admitted that Ithaqua was his mana area-- semantics are needed, of course, Urianger did say that his mana area was a gathering of his friends... But how can one not feel their heart skip a beat after hearing that?]
What sort of future did you imagine for us?
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He gently threads his fingers through a few of Ithaqua's locks as he continues.]
I began to consider what moments like this would be like. Having thee in mine arms, sharing a space with thee...life beyond our duty as the Sage's wizards. I went so far as to consider invoking divination for more possibilities.
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But he's not so distracted that he's not listening. On the contrary, he's doing his best to listen despite how good his lover's hand feels.]
Mm... I'm almost tempted to encourage you to do so... But would it not be better to let the untold future be and forge our own? [Make the most of what they have right here, right now.]
Not to say imagining an ideal future for us would be imprudent, however.
[At this point, imagining something good for the future is what's keeping Ithaqua going... But he has Urianger to tether himself to now. He might be the strongest anchor he has.]
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Verily, I do see it similarly. I wish to be surprised by wherever our future may lead us. 'Tis far more exciting that way.
[And...yeah, it'd be good to know about whatever bad things may be in store so they can prepare for them. But that in itself is a bad way to look at it, isn't it? Why worry when there is so much more excitement to be had instead?]
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