[ Day has a different idea of malignant: desires and obsessions that are inherently harmful or hostile, no matter the intent. Nothing about Ginegr strikes him at that. ]
You'd be surprised. [ That's all he'll say. He just smiles wryly otherwise. Maybe one day Ginger will forget him, even if it's in a distant future, because there's always an ending, but...
...Until then, it's good enough. The reassurance that "Joyous Day" will live on in someone's memory a little longer, if nothing else. He won't hope for anything else yet. A little selfishness could do everyone some good. ]
[ Ginger… doesn’t want to hurt anyone with his feelings. He’d rather be the only one who has to deal with this. Even if he wishes someone could understand his heart.
Even if it’s lonely.
In the moment, he’s not thinking that. He smiles instead at Day; that sounds like a promise. ]
Well, you know what? It’s too late anyway. I’m holding this grudge forever, and I won’t ever forget that.
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… Why would I ever forget you?
[ From his heart to his mind to his dreams. Not nightmares, not a corruption because it all comes from him. It’s all him.
A demon’s nature, an angel’s sensibility. ]
What part of you could be forgettable?
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You'd be surprised. [ That's all he'll say. He just smiles wryly otherwise. Maybe one day Ginger will forget him, even if it's in a distant future, because there's always an ending, but...
...Until then, it's good enough. The reassurance that "Joyous Day" will live on in someone's memory a little longer, if nothing else. He won't hope for anything else yet. A little selfishness could do everyone some good. ]
I ain't gonna take it back.
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Even if it’s lonely.
In the moment, he’s not thinking that. He smiles instead at Day; that sounds like a promise. ]
Well, you know what? It’s too late anyway. I’m holding this grudge forever, and I won’t ever forget that.
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[ Which will probably end soon as there’s only a new more hours left before dawn. ]
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[ Ginger will be free of this teasing for only a while. ]
...If you guys need a healer, I'll answer as long as I'm around.
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Could I come to you - after… Um, I’m going to help Mika with his… meals, so a reliable healer would be great.
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Sure. You can always come to me.
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[ Can’t wait to tell Mika. ]