It kind of sinks in that Yamato really does come from a relatively peaceful life, in a way that Day has to try hard to imagine these days. And if that isn't kind of screwed up, Day doesn't know what it is. ]
...There's a sayin' back where I'm from. "Violence is inescapable." [ He will let that sit for a moment. ] There are beautiful, gentle things in the world, and many more that are stupid, cruel and brutal. I've seen my share of both, that's all.
[ There's a sort of slow blink, like he's chewing on what Yamato just told him.
...It's true that there are other people here, so he doesn't have to deal with this alone. It's just easy to get into that mode because that's what he does: work in the background to try and smoothen things out, maybe preempt disaster. The less aware people are of this, the better. ]
[ Yamato can, for some reason, sense confusion and curiosity coming from Day as he examines the ring. It's set against a backdrop of worry, a vague sense of anxiety that's trying to account for all possibilities in an unknowable future despite knowing that's futile, and restlessness that wants to solve problems. That those feelings aren't stronger is because he's actively trying to focus on other things right now. ]
[ He...sure does. Hm. He looks at Day with wide eyes for a moment, quiet, like he's seen a ghost almost, but that expression mellows out into something more understanding after a few seconds.
Day, on the other hand, will feel a lot of pain. Sadness. Regret. It's not a pleasant time in Yamato land, apparently. But...there is also a sense of camaraderie and some semblance of closeness here, too. ]
[ For a moment, Day is alarmed by Yamato's initial reaction, wondering what on earth happened, and then he notices everything else going on. There's a flare of knee-jerk panic, the kind where someone's going "oh, shit", then everything else hits him, and...
Day relaxes, somewhat. Because yeah, he gets it, too. ]
[ Embarrassed. He's embarrassed. This is a very deep part of him that he doesn't want others to see, but he actually likes Day, so there will be no lashing out on his end. ]
It's alright, though. Things've always been this way.
[ "Things've always been this way.", and Day finds himself worrying again. It's the sympathy of someone who thinks people ought to be able to be happy. ]
...Do you wanna talk about it? We can take off the rings. [ He's pretty sure it's the rings' fault. ]
[ Does he want to talk about it? Not particularly, to be honest, but he's already told a few about his history. And, again, he likes Day. Maybe opening up won't be as bad as he thinks.
He removes his ring quietly, looks down at his hands. ]
I had a hard time with something before I wound up here. I told you that I'm an idol, right? ... I got into a fight with one of the group members. He was frustrated that I didn't open up to him about issues that were clearly bothering me.
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I've never seen something like this happen before, but it sounds like you were expecting it.
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It kind of sinks in that Yamato really does come from a relatively peaceful life, in a way that Day has to try hard to imagine these days. And if that isn't kind of screwed up, Day doesn't know what it is. ]
...There's a sayin' back where I'm from. "Violence is inescapable." [ He will let that sit for a moment. ] There are beautiful, gentle things in the world, and many more that are stupid, cruel and brutal. I've seen my share of both, that's all.
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I just don't want you to feel like you have to deal with it by yourself.
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...It's true that there are other people here, so he doesn't have to deal with this alone. It's just easy to get into that mode because that's what he does: work in the background to try and smoothen things out, maybe preempt disaster. The less aware people are of this, the better. ]
...That's mighty kind of you, Yamato.
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[ Him? Kind? Don't make him laugh- ]
I mean it, you know.
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[ He's just pointing it out. ]
...But thanks.
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[ He's so tempted to ruffle Day's hair, but. He'll refrain. He's not that drunk just yet. ]
Are you feeling any better, after talkin' about that?
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[ He also gets a genuine smile in return. ]
Now...let's get your mind off of that stuff for now, yeah? Tell me about something fun.
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[ Peeking at his pile of stuff! ]
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...that is glowing for some reason??? ]
Huh?
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Hmm, what's that all about?
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[ He picks it up to examine it. Besides the glowing, it doesn't seem to do anything else? ]
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[ Is it because he's here, he wonders. ]
Oh, well. As long as it doesn't do anything crazy, we can just leave it, I think?
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[ He gestures at the rings. ]
These came in a pair, for some reason.
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[ He proooobably shouldn't offer himself up for that so easily, given recent events, but eh!! He likes Day well enough. Why not. ]
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Sure, why not.
[ He holds out one of the rings for Yamato to take, then goes slip the other one on a finger. ]
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Huh. This one's not glowing at all. What does it do?
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[ Yamato can, for some reason, sense confusion and curiosity coming from Day as he examines the ring. It's set against a backdrop of worry, a vague sense of anxiety that's trying to account for all possibilities in an unknowable future despite knowing that's futile, and restlessness that wants to solve problems. That those feelings aren't stronger is because he's actively trying to focus on other things right now. ]
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Day, on the other hand, will feel a lot of pain. Sadness. Regret. It's not a pleasant time in Yamato land, apparently. But...there is also a sense of camaraderie and some semblance of closeness here, too. ]
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Day relaxes, somewhat. Because yeah, he gets it, too. ]
...Havin' a hard time, huh?
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[ Embarrassed. He's embarrassed. This is a very deep part of him that he doesn't want others to see, but he actually likes Day, so there will be no lashing out on his end. ]
It's alright, though. Things've always been this way.
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...Do you wanna talk about it? We can take off the rings. [ He's pretty sure it's the rings' fault. ]
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[ Does he want to talk about it? Not particularly, to be honest, but he's already told a few about his history. And, again, he likes Day. Maybe opening up won't be as bad as he thinks.
He removes his ring quietly, looks down at his hands. ]
I had a hard time with something before I wound up here. I told you that I'm an idol, right? ... I got into a fight with one of the group members. He was frustrated that I didn't open up to him about issues that were clearly bothering me.
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