[Malice nods, clearly excited about the possibility of learning to cook. This is such a mundane thing for humans, but for vampires? He's the first vampire in Sveryn to ever be able to consume human food, and he's going to enjoy it. Fuck those other vampires, they are absolutely missing out.]
Yeah! I'm fine with whatever, it's not like I've had enough yet to have preferences, after all! So you get to choose!
[Give him a sec to take another bite before cuddling against Yamato and nuzzling against his cheek.]
Then it'll be ours. You can spoil me all day if ya want!
[It's light, like a joke, but he wouldn't be surprised if Yamato feels exactly like that - because that's how he always feels about his boyfriend!!]
I know you've worked so damn hard for this, an' I really appreciate it, Yama. I don't...
[His gaze slips away, focusing down on the remnants of the sandwich.]
...I don't have'ta hurt ya anymore. I don't have'ta hurt anyone anymore. I can just... exist. I can just be me without havin' to fight for my place in the world. It means the world to me. Like I said, I ain't any good at expressin' it, but I'm sure ya get how I feel.
[ He smiles when Malice's cheek touches his, and he fully intends on spoiling Malice all day. What gets him, though, is what follows, because Malice is right. He can just be himself. He doesn't have to worry anymore.
That makes Yamato happier than he can ever properly express, himself. ]
...You're right.
[ And he's glad for it. ]
That's what I wanted for you. I didn't want you to have to be so upset with yourself, after seeing how badly things were affecting you. You won't have to fight anymore.
[Malice rests against Yamato with a smile; it's kind of crazy to think they were brought here to help, and yet he hasn't had to actually fight nearly as much as he has back home. Maybe he could get used to this... as long as he still gets to fight sometimes, anyway.]
I can't thank ya enough for all the hard work you've put in for me. So you'll let me give ya somethin' in return, yeah?
[Malice nods and his grin shifts into something a little softer, though still deeply pleased.]
My real name. The one I was given by the lady who raised me. I'd forgotten it, which is why I've been usin' "Malice" for so long. But when we were dealin' with all those memories made real in the forest, I got to see her again an' I remembered it.
[He pauses for a moment once that's out there, considering.]
You can still call me whatever you'd like. I just wanna tell ya 'cause it's important to me that ya know. But I'm still usin' the name "Malice" 'round all the others, so ya don't have'ta switch if ya don't wanna.
[With all that out of the way, he exhales and then, with a grin, Malice finishes:]
[ This is, perhaps, the most thoughtful gift anyone has given him. Yamato's expression softens when Malice – no, Ametrine – gives his name to him, just like that. Yamato holds it in his heart like it's the most precious thing in the world, and he says it in the same way: ]
Ametrine...
[ Like he's trying to see how that rolls off his tongue. It comes out pretty easily. And honestly, he thinks it's a name that suits the kind of man Ametrine is. He doesn't know gemstone meanings or anything like that, but in the time they've known each other, "Malice" doesn't quite fit everything Yamato knows about his partner. ]
Mind if I call you that instead? I don't mind saying Malice, especially since you chose it yourself. It's just... I don't associate you with what that word means. You've embodied the opposite of that while you've been here.
[It gets a soft laugh from him, and he nuzzles Yamato once more.]
Yeah, I've heard that from a few people here? I guess a lot of what made me "Malice" were my circumstances back home.
[Having to fight for his life every day, knowing that you either betray or end up betrayed, and still ending up falling for it hook, line, and sinker. He has a lot of reasons to hate vampires - but no reasons to hate anyone here. It may be the name he chose, but "Malice" doesn't really fit him all that well here.]
I don't mind at all. It's nice to remember it - an' I certainly won't forget it again if you're usin' it!
[He nuzzles against his human again, moving to pull him even closer.]
I needed some time to figure out how I felt 'bout it, an' if I wanted to use that name again. But I'm glad you like it an' wanna use it for me! It means a lot, y'know.
[ So proud of you, Am. Anyway, Yamato walks with him to his bed, and he sits at the foot of it -- but if Am wants to lie down, Yamato will be happy to oblige.
[ And he's glad for it. He moves in to lean his head on Ametrine's shoulder. ]
It's pretty funny, how we got here, isn't it? And it all started because you just wanted to do something funny with me. Back then, I thought it was pretty silly, but...I'm grateful for it nonw.
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Yeah! I'm fine with whatever, it's not like I've had enough yet to have preferences, after all! So you get to choose!
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[ He wraps an arm around Malice's waist. He's pleased about how all of this has gone down. ]
I'm feeling a little greedy, you know. I want today to be ours.
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Then it'll be ours. You can spoil me all day if ya want!
[It's light, like a joke, but he wouldn't be surprised if Yamato feels exactly like that - because that's how he always feels about his boyfriend!!]
I know you've worked so damn hard for this, an' I really appreciate it, Yama. I don't...
[His gaze slips away, focusing down on the remnants of the sandwich.]
...I don't have'ta hurt ya anymore. I don't have'ta hurt anyone anymore. I can just... exist. I can just be me without havin' to fight for my place in the world. It means the world to me. Like I said, I ain't any good at expressin' it, but I'm sure ya get how I feel.
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That makes Yamato happier than he can ever properly express, himself. ]
...You're right.
[ And he's glad for it. ]
That's what I wanted for you. I didn't want you to have to be so upset with yourself, after seeing how badly things were affecting you. You won't have to fight anymore.
Knowing that makes me happy, too.
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I can't thank ya enough for all the hard work you've put in for me. So you'll let me give ya somethin' in return, yeah?
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[ His hold on Malice tightens. Honestly, he doesn't need anything in return for this, but since Malice is offering... ]
Hmm. I won't say no to that. What'd you have in mind?
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My real name. The one I was given by the lady who raised me. I'd forgotten it, which is why I've been usin' "Malice" for so long. But when we were dealin' with all those memories made real in the forest, I got to see her again an' I remembered it.
[He pauses for a moment once that's out there, considering.]
You can still call me whatever you'd like. I just wanna tell ya 'cause it's important to me that ya know. But I'm still usin' the name "Malice" 'round all the others, so ya don't have'ta switch if ya don't wanna.
[With all that out of the way, he exhales and then, with a grin, Malice finishes:]
My name's Ametrine. Like the gemstone.
[It's a stone that's both purple and yellow, so you can likely see where the name came from.]
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Ametrine...
[ Like he's trying to see how that rolls off his tongue. It comes out pretty easily. And honestly, he thinks it's a name that suits the kind of man Ametrine is. He doesn't know gemstone meanings or anything like that, but in the time they've known each other, "Malice" doesn't quite fit everything Yamato knows about his partner. ]
Mind if I call you that instead? I don't mind saying Malice, especially since you chose it yourself. It's just... I don't associate you with what that word means. You've embodied the opposite of that while you've been here.
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Yeah, I've heard that from a few people here? I guess a lot of what made me "Malice" were my circumstances back home.
[Having to fight for his life every day, knowing that you either betray or end up betrayed, and still ending up falling for it hook, line, and sinker. He has a lot of reasons to hate vampires - but no reasons to hate anyone here. It may be the name he chose, but "Malice" doesn't really fit him all that well here.]
I don't mind at all. It's nice to remember it - an' I certainly won't forget it again if you're usin' it!
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[ His brow is furrowing because he's trying to come up with a nickname... Sorry, Ametrine... ]
Hmm. What do you think about 'Am'?
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I like it. Anything you chose is good, though! I'm really glad you like it, Yama.
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Alright, then. I'll call you that from now on. Thank you, for trusting me with this.
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[He nuzzles against his human again, moving to pull him even closer.]
I needed some time to figure out how I felt 'bout it, an' if I wanted to use that name again. But I'm glad you like it an' wanna use it for me! It means a lot, y'know.
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Of course I do. It's a nice name. It suits you.
[ He gestures towards the bed. ]
You wanna get more comfortable?
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...Yeah, I'd like that. C'mon, I wanna keep you all to myself.
[He actually resisted for once, be proud of him!!!]
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Either way, he's going to be incredibly cuddly. ]
How's this?
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Great. Bein' this close is always nice.
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[ Yamato's lips curve into a smile, and he tries to catch Ametrine off-guard by turning his head slightly to pull him into a soft kiss. Hehe. ]
You're really happy. It's cute.
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Yeah? Don't think "cute" is the sorta word most people'd use to describe me, but I'm glad you would!
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[ He's proud of that, too. Have you seen this silly evil man!!! ]
Oh, well. More for me.
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[Which of course Yamato probably knows, but Ametrine says it anyway, grinning.]
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[ And he's glad for it. He moves in to lean his head on Ametrine's shoulder. ]
It's pretty funny, how we got here, isn't it? And it all started because you just wanted to do something funny with me. Back then, I thought it was pretty silly, but...I'm grateful for it nonw.
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[He laughs and runs a hand through Yamato's hair.]
I couldn't've planned it better if I'd tried.
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[ But...it's cute, now. It's nice that Malice keeps "pestering" him. ]
It's like you knew something was gonna happen. Bother me more often.
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[It's said like a joke, but is it... is it really...]
I had no idea things'd turn out like this. I just thought you'd be fun to annoy, but ya turned out to be way more than just that!
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