Some of those are things he's found for himself. [ the odd little trinkets that are scattered about with no meaning and all the meaning. he's like a magpie in that way, collecting whatever catches his eye and khun can relate. ]
And he needs these for our next date. [ catch them dressing up and accessorizing for those in full style.
but akira likes red too, huh. khun just waves a hand at the rest of the red sunglasses in the store. there's a good variety to choose from! ]
You're rather forward, even when you're playing around. To think you wouldn't be even more so when you found someone you were interested in would be foolish... and I doubt that Tatara was the first person you ever liked.
[ looks at their threads and gazes. it's slightly more complicated than that but kurapika is basically right anyway so he doesn't try to argue that point. ]
He wasn't. [ in an uncharacteristic gesture he tucks a strand of hair behind his ear for want of some kind of movement. ]
Baam never noticed and I was fine with that.
[ baam might actually be blind, but khun has the patience of a saint somehow? ]
[ But he gets it, honestly. Some people are oblivious, especially when it comes to the way people feel about them in particular—Kurapika is like that too. ]
Sometimes it's better to leave things as they are, so I can't fault you with being fine with that either.
[ his smile is soft and genuine, warm despite everything else he is. tatara really might be on to something in that he has fire inside of all this ice. ]
[ Come on, Khun, you know his overthinking ways! Not to mention that Akira would never let him go so far out of his way just to find fruit that he likes...
But, more importantly: ]
He's really changed you.
[ It's evident in the thoughtfulness of his tone, however, that he doesn't mean in a bad way. ]
[ he also overthinks!!! but if it's something they both want what is their to overthink about? (overthink instead if you worry about the other person not wanting it but shhh).
khun thinks on that for a moment though. ]
I don't think so, at least not in the way you think. I've always been this way, but there's never been the opportunity for me to really act on it.
[ and then he grins because some things really don't change. ]
You know I'd kill everyone in this world for him, right?
[ it's a question but not really. he's still plenty sharp, and fortunately(?) tatara likes that too. and not to discredit everything his boyfriend has done for him because it's been a whole lot, but the truest thing they've given each other is probably the license and the experience to wholeheartedly be themselves with someone else and more than that, for the other person to actually enjoy it. ]
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[ And he doesn't want to try to pull them off either. He'd rather not embarrass himself.
As for getting Akira something? He shakes his head. ]
I'm not so sure. I'd rather not grab something random for him... I need to put thought into anything I give him.
[ That's what Akira prefers, after all. ]
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[ khun moves over to where the shaded color sunglasses are, immediately focusing in on the red section. ]
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[ So he can't pick something out and have it be "good enough". ]
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after another moment of looking, he picks up a pair of red ones. ]
These are perfect.
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[ Which means they do suit Akira. Kurapika holds out his hand so Khun can hand them over and let him get a closer look. ]
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[ slaps his hand away like a cat!
...they are loud, but they're loud in a uniquely tatara way he thinks. they stand out, but not too much. ]
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...So does Akira.
[ Specifically Kurapika's eyes when they change—but that's information he's keeping locked up tight unless Khun manages to pry that out of him. ]
Does he even have enough from for all the gifts you shower him with? His room already had plenty in it when I visited him over a month ago.
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And he needs these for our next date. [ catch them dressing up and accessorizing for those in full style.
but akira likes red too, huh. khun just waves a hand at the rest of the red sunglasses in the store. there's a good variety to choose from! ]
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What is your next date?
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Why'd you ask? Looking for date ideas?
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[ In other words, he lacks experience. ]
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You know I haven't dated before either, right?
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What?
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[ Sorry, Khun??? ]
You're rather forward, even when you're playing around. To think you wouldn't be even more so when you found someone you were interested in would be foolish... and I doubt that Tatara was the first person you ever liked.
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He wasn't. [ in an uncharacteristic gesture he tucks a strand of hair behind his ear for want of some kind of movement. ]
Baam never noticed and I was fine with that.
[ baam might actually be blind, but khun has the patience of a saint somehow? ]
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...How could he not have noticed? You're obvious.
[ But he gets it, honestly. Some people are oblivious, especially when it comes to the way people feel about them in particular—Kurapika is like that too. ]
Sometimes it's better to leave things as they are, so I can't fault you with being fine with that either.
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Honestly I was half expecting Tatara not to notice either. [ but his boyfriend's actually really intuitive and also you know, not blind.
khun waves a hand. ]
Baam had Rachel too, and I was content with just doing whatever I could to make him happy.
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[ Depressing.
But Kurapika bites back that last word, simply because he likes Khun enough to hold his tongue. ]
Lucky for you, Tatara did notice. I think that he did works out better for you in the end.
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[ his smile is soft and genuine, warm despite everything else he is. tatara really might be on to something in that he has fire inside of all this ice. ]
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[ he knows this might be a challenge for kurapika but it's his honest advice. ]
We went to an oasis just to find guava cut the exact way Tatara wanted.
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[ Come on, Khun, you know his overthinking ways! Not to mention that Akira would never let him go so far out of his way just to find fruit that he likes...
But, more importantly: ]
He's really changed you.
[ It's evident in the thoughtfulness of his tone, however, that he doesn't mean in a bad way. ]
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[ he also overthinks!!! but if it's something they both want what is their to overthink about? (overthink instead if you worry about the other person not wanting it but shhh).
khun thinks on that for a moment though. ]
I don't think so, at least not in the way you think. I've always been this way, but there's never been the opportunity for me to really act on it.
[ and then he grins because some things really don't change. ]
You know I'd kill everyone in this world for him, right?
[ it's a question but not really. he's still plenty sharp, and fortunately(?) tatara likes that too. and not to discredit everything his boyfriend has done for him because it's been a whole lot, but the truest thing they've given each other is probably the license and the experience to wholeheartedly be themselves with someone else and more than that, for the other person to actually enjoy it. ]
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