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[personal profile] revengier 2024-06-07 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
To tell you the truth, I have more free time now than I did back home. So... it's easy to find time to go on dates or otherwise spend time together.
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[personal profile] revengier 2024-06-10 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
Move fast...? What do you mean?

[ He frowns, eyebrows furrowed. ]
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[personal profile] revengier 2024-06-10 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
A month and a half is long enough to get to know someone when you spend a lot of time with them.

[ His gaze flicks up to Ahito. ]

Both the Central mission and his possession propelled us together, among other things.
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[personal profile] revengier 2024-06-10 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ It is, and Ahito's right about that. Honestly, Kurapika had expected to leave everyone behind and go back home too, but... ]

He plans on staying together after this, regardless of where that ends up being.
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[personal profile] revengier 2024-06-10 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
If I decide that's where we go... then yes. He'll help me attain my goals.

[ Of which Kurapika has a whole mess of feelings about, since he thinks Akira has no business helping him with something so gruesome. ]
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[personal profile] revengier 2024-06-11 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
I don't want to. Not if I can help it.

[ He sighs. ]

As long as we're together, I refuse to allow him to kill. I'm well aware that that means I'll have to make a difficult decision at some point.

[ In other words, whether or not he'll even go back home. ]
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[personal profile] revengier 2024-06-11 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
I would hope to make the decision before then. I'm not leaving it up to a spur of the moment feeling.
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[personal profile] revengier 2024-06-12 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ He breathes out, long and slow. ]

...No.

[ Which is what makes this so difficult for him. ]

I've given up too much to easily let everything go. [ ... ] But I can't return as if nothing has changed either.
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[personal profile] revengier 2024-06-12 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
Everything I expected to happen if I reconnected with my friends back home ended up happening here.

[ He's a little bit mad about it, mostly because he hates being right about this particular thing. ]
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[personal profile] revengier 2024-06-12 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
My resolve weakening.

[ He shakes his head. ]

My friends have always reminded me that there was more to life—that I could enjoy myself as I traveled, that having fun and caring about others was possible.

[ Sometimes, rage blinds Kurapika to those feelings, so being confronted with thoughts like that is a true wakeup call for him. ]

That's what happened here.
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[personal profile] revengier 2024-06-12 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
When it comes to achieving my goals? Yes.
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[personal profile] revengier 2024-06-12 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ That's a much harder question to answer and he sighs, before eventually shrugging. ]

I haven't decided on that part yet.
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[personal profile] revengier 2024-06-12 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
You say that like it's an easy place to even begin.

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