[ He doesn't match Akira's energy, no, but he doesn't back away either. He stares right into Akira's eyes, Akira's own face reflecting in the fake glasses that Kurapika has pushed up to sit atop his own head. ]
[ Hell no, because he didn't tell Yamato why he wanted two (presumably). Trying not to flush, he immediately bats at Akira's hand. ]
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[ Ugh, ugh, he doesn't know what to say. Looking for something to take the heat off of himself, Kurapika spears one of the octodogs and shoves it into Akira's mouth. ]
[ He did bring an extra pair, so... Kurapika takes those out and tries to mimic Akira's hand positioning. He's got it mostly, but it's still a little bit off. ]
Almost. If you hold it like that, your hand'll cramp.
[Pardon the reach around, but it's necessary to correct Kurapika's chopstick posture. Akira unwinds his arms from around Kurapika immediately after. Don't get mad!]
He isn't mad, not at all, but he does tense. It's a more visceral kind of tensing up than when Akira showed him how to cut carrots, and it takes him a second or two longer than he'd like to relax. ]
Thanks. That's much better.
[ Despite everything, his hand really does feel more comfortable in this position. ]
[...Still tensing up like that, huh? No, it's a bit different this time. Different in a way Akira can feel better than he can describe, feeling that tension cling to him and affect him just the same. Even 'uncomfortable' doesn't quite describe it.]
Sure. I noticed you had that habit. Tensing your hands, I mean.
[ For a long moment, Kurapika doesn't say anything. He stares at the chopsticks in his hands, pulling them apart and pressing them together with his fingers a few times. ]
And when would you have noticed that? Just now?
[ Or when he tried to chop carrots or peel potatoes. Or was it when they kissed? ]
[He noticed it when they kissed. He noticed it on their mission. He noticed it in the way he hacked up those carrots.]
It's been obvious from the start.
[Somehow, he questions how much Kurapika will appreciate that answer. No one wants to think their bad habits, however minor, are immediately noticeable.]
[Was Kurapika born with a stuck up his ass, or did he stumble somewhere along the way and get it lodged up there? Akira can't contain a smile, though he does manage to swallow back a laugh, scooping up a bit of rice to pop into Kurapika's mouth while he explains himself.]
You're a very honest person. That's all there is to it. You try to distance yourself from your true feelings, but you're not a natural-born liar. Sound about right?
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So you have them where you're from as well?
[ Interesting... ]
I'd never heard of them.
[ Which means he doesn't know how to use chopsticks either, so he takes out a fork instead. This is how you do this, surely. ]
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[No need to get into the particulars of their Japans technically being different Japans. Akira notes the fork and hrms.]
Most people carry bento for lunch to school or work. Usually, making someone else a bento like this is...
[uh]
...A nice thing to do. Very nice. Thanks.
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...
He looks up from his bento and fixes Akira with a stare. ]
Say what you mean.
[ Or at least, don't trip over your words so easily. If Akira wants to sneak past Kurapika, he'll need to learn how to not fumble so badly. ]
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You really want to know...?
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I wouldn't ask if I didn't.
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There are three people you make bento for: yourself, your child, or the boy you have a crush on.
[Did Yamato tell him that part?]
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...
[ Ugh, ugh, he doesn't know what to say. Looking for something to take the heat off of himself, Kurapika spears one of the octodogs and shoves it into Akira's mouth. ]
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[Oh. His mouth has been weenie'd. Munch munch munch...]
Anyway, why are you using a fork? You're supposed to eat bento with chopsticks.
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With a sigh, he waves around his fork. ]
...I don't know how to use them.
[ Do you really think he's going to come out here and look like an idiot for Akira's entertainment? No. ]
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I can teach you.
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...Alright. Go ahead.
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It takes some practice, but once you get the hang of it, it's easy.
[Akira picks up his chopsticks and shows his hand to Kurapika.]
You hold them like this. Give it a try.
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[Pardon the reach around, but it's necessary to correct Kurapika's chopstick posture. Akira unwinds his arms from around Kurapika immediately after. Don't get mad!]
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He isn't mad, not at all, but he does tense. It's a more visceral kind of tensing up than when Akira showed him how to cut carrots, and it takes him a second or two longer than he'd like to relax. ]
Thanks. That's much better.
[ Despite everything, his hand really does feel more comfortable in this position. ]
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Sure. I noticed you had that habit. Tensing your hands, I mean.
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And when would you have noticed that? Just now?
[ Or when he tried to chop carrots or peel potatoes. Or was it when they kissed? ]
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[He noticed it when they kissed. He noticed it on their mission. He noticed it in the way he hacked up those carrots.]
It's been obvious from the start.
[Somehow, he questions how much Kurapika will appreciate that answer. No one wants to think their bad habits, however minor, are immediately noticeable.]
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Maybe it's those stupid fake glasses. ]
Explain.
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[Was Kurapika born with a stuck up his ass, or did he stumble somewhere along the way and get it lodged up there? Akira can't contain a smile, though he does manage to swallow back a laugh, scooping up a bit of rice to pop into Kurapika's mouth while he explains himself.]
You're a very honest person. That's all there is to it. You try to distance yourself from your true feelings, but you're not a natural-born liar. Sound about right?
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Kurapika frowns around the rice in his mouth, leveling Akira with a half-hearted glare before he swallows it. ]
I don't like liars.
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Akira grabs a bit of rice for himself and brings his chopsticks to his mouth. A bit of Kurapika's warmth still lingers on the tips.]
Does anyone? I think you meant to say "liars piss me off and infuriate me. I want to whip them until they bleed with my badass bling."
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I don't like being physically violent, you know.
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[Apple bunnies are so cute, aren't they? He's always favored the color red. Akira pops one into his mouth.]
You do things you don't like because you feel like you have to. Right?
[Kurapika's a stubborn guy, after all.]
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We all do things we don't like because we have to, Akira. That's the nature of the world.
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